我是个基督徒,我时时在想我能为主耶稣基督做什么呢? 于是我就当起博客了,写下我基督徒的生涯与感想。 i am a christian, i always asking myself, what can i do for Jesus? then i started become blogger, write down my story as a Christian.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

神 的旨意

我们人能够知道神 在想什么吗????
不能吧?!

虽然有时候我们不明白为什么神 给了我们一些我们不要的...
但是不要气馁,
不要伤心,
因为一切的一切有神 美好的旨意在后面.

啊门.

Friday, November 13, 2009

2012 = DOOMSDAY?! 2012真的是世界末日了吗?


We"re just Lost in this BIG Big world N just Too Busy (earn money or leT money earn us..)to says "I LOVE YOU" to our LOVE ONE.
Can u RECALL back when was the last time u call home n says "I LOVE YOU" to ur parents?
Can u remember when was the last time u HUGS someone that u love/need ur Love???
N do u still delaying ur job?
think think think and think again, I really wish we can have more times, because there"s too many things that have to be done,IF 2012 = DOOMSDAY... then i just wanna spend my times with my parents N my family.
I LOVE MY FAMILY^^ FOREVER.

This MOVIE poster wrote" WE WERE WARNED"
yes, we do have many signalS of its, the earthquake(frequanceLy),Tsunami....
War... Global Warming... N so N so N so so on.....

LOVE while ustillable to do so.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

如果错了能够带你回到正途,那么你错吧.

我有一位好朋友, 以前一起读书,中学时期她的成绩很好,可是在快要毕业时候她就交了坏人男朋友,而最后就堕落了.
就连她的父母亲也都放弃她了,
我想她自己在多年的堕落之后也真的对自己感觉到毫无希望了,她就在我的交友圈里消失. 是她自己要避世的,她去了另一个地方要重新开始. 但是魔鬼还是没有离开她... 与此同时,神 的圣灵也同时去帮助她. 要她回正途.遥远我曾经为她祷告过虽然不长久,但是有啦. 我知道肯定还有很多人为她祷告,因为,
可是最近我又开始听到她的消息了.她已经是基督徒了.
她不在躲避,以前她做错的事情,她勇敢面对群众.
是的,
她回来了.

以前我还在想为什么神 会让她的心硬起来,眼睛模糊了去走魔鬼的道路,
现在看来,
神 有神 的旨意.
这个旨意 不是你我可以明白的,也猜不到.
但是我可以肯定,一定是美好的.

平日父母亲不也很保护子女不让他们受伤害吗?
但是不跌到的小孩是不能成就大事的.
试想,一个小孩要学会骑脚车肯定要跌到过才能懂,
父母亲如果怕小孩子跌到而不给他学,那么他永远不会.
只要这个错不是大到让你没有的补救,
那么你就去错吧. 你去跌到吧 .

如果错了可以让你回到正途,那么你错吧.

Monday, November 2, 2009

爱的赎价

爱的赎价

在新英格兰的一个小镇上,有一位名叫乔治·托马斯的牧师。复活节的早晨,托马斯牧师到教堂去主持礼拜的时候,手里提着一个破旧的、锈迹班驳的鸟笼。他走上圣坛,把鸟笼放在讲台上,教堂里的弟兄姊妹们都愕然了。这时,托马斯牧师缓缓开口讲了他昨天的经历。

  昨天他穿过镇子的时候,迎面碰上个小男孩,手中就晃荡着这个鸟笼。几只小鸟瑟缩在笼子里,寒冷和恐惧使它们全身都在颤抖。他拦住那个男孩问道:“孩子,你手里拿的是什么呀?”
  “只不过是几只上了年纪的野鸟。”男孩回答说。
  “那你要把它们怎么样呢?”牧师又问。
  “带回家去找点乐子。”他说,“我要好好折腾它们,把它们弄得筋疲力尽,再一根根地拔掉它们的羽毛。我想这一定挺有意思。”
  “但你迟早会玩儿厌了的,那时你又要怎么处理这些小鸟呢?”
  “啊,我养了几只猫。”男孩子怪笑着说,“它们可喜欢小鸟了。”
  托马斯牧师沉默片刻,忽然说道:“我想买下这些小鸟,你开个价吧,孩子。”
  “什么?”男孩子简直不敢相信自己的耳朵,“得了吧,牧师,您不会喜欢这些鸟的,它们只是些普普通通的野鸟,又老又笨又难看,叫声也不好听。”
  “开个价吧。”牧师又重复了一遍。
  男孩子怀疑地打量着牧师,似乎在琢磨着他是不是疯了,“10美元,怎么样?”
  牧师立刻从衣袋里掏出一张10美元的钞票递给他,男孩子扔下鸟笼兴冲冲地跑了。牧师小心翼翼地提起笼子,向街心公园走去――那里有一棵大树,树下是绿茵茵的草坪。
  他把鸟笼放在草坪上,打开笼门,轻轻地拍着栅栏,柔声哄出笼中的小鸟,把它们放飞了。
  这就是鸟笼的由来。

  然后,托马斯牧师又讲了另一个故事:
  有一天,耶稣碰上了刚刚从伊甸园回来的撒但。那魔鬼手中拎着一个以罪和死为栅栏的笼子,幸灾乐祸地狂笑道:“看哪,我把全世界的人都抓进这个笼子了!这些人都经不起我的试探和引诱,统统掉进了陷阱!整个儿世界的人都掉进去了!”
  “那你要把他们怎么样呢?”耶稣问道。
  “拿他们找点乐子啊!我要教他们怎样玩弄感情、背信弃义,怎样纵情声色、沉沦堕落,怎样彼此诋毁侮辱,怎样相互仇恨;我还要教他们如何制造和发明各种致命的武器,训练他们互相残杀――这该多有意思啊!”
  “然后呢?”耶稣又问。
  “啊哈!”撒但狂傲地瞥了他一眼,“然后就把他们都杀掉!”
  “我要买下这些人,你开个价吧。”耶稣平静地说。

  “得了吧!你不会喜欢这些人的,他们都坏透了,简直是十恶不赦,而且全都忘恩负义,你救他们,得到的报答只会是他们的仇恨!他们会对您你施尽凌辱唾骂,还会把你钉死在十字架上的!没有谁会愿意救赎这样的罪人!”撒但嘲笑道。
  “开个价吧。”耶稣仍旧平静地重复道。
  撒但的脸上露出阴森森的冷笑:“他们的赎价就是你的鲜血、眼泪和你的全部生命,怎么样?”
  “成交吧。”耶稣无惧地回答。
  然后,祂就付出了这赎价――这爱的赎价,祂付出了他的鲜血、眼泪和祂的全部生命。

  托马斯牧师讲完这个故事,没有再说什么。他提起那个鸟笼,默默地走下了圣坛。 (心灵小故事)

Thursday, October 29, 2009

基督徒行事的原则

转来自
http://main.lambook.com/viewthread.php?tid=5680&extra=page%3D1

基督徒行事的原则(1)
“ 这样看来,我们各人必要将自己的事,在神面前说明。所以我们不可再彼此论断。宁可定意谁也不给弟兄放下绊脚跌人之物。我凭着主耶稣确知深信,凡物本来没有不洁净的。惟独人以为不洁净的,在他就不洁净了。你若因食物叫弟兄忧愁,就不是按着爱人的道理行。基督已经替他死,你不可因你的食物叫他败坏。不可叫你的善被人毁谤。因为神的国,不在乎吃喝,只在乎公义,和平,并圣灵中的喜乐。在这几样上服事基督的,就为神所喜悦,又为人所称许。所以我们务要追求和睦的事,与彼此建立德行的事。不可因食物毁坏神的工程。凡物固然洁净,但有人因食物叫人跌倒,就是他的罪了。无论是吃肉,是喝酒,是什么别的事,叫弟兄跌倒,一概不作才好。你有信心,就当在神面前守着。人在自己以为可行的事上,能不自责,就有福了。若有疑心而吃的,就必有罪。因为他吃,不是出于信心。凡不出于信心的都是罪”(罗14:12--23)。
(一)不给弟兄放下绊脚跌人之物
这里保罗以食物为例,说明他自己对食物的看法:凡物本来没有不洁净的,犹太人总是把物分为洁净和不洁净的 ,因此彼得在异像中看到,里面有地上各样四足的走兽,和昆虫,并天上的飞鸟。又有声音向他说,彼得起来,宰了吃。彼得却说,主阿,这是不可的,凡俗物,和不洁净的物,我从来没有吃过。这样回答代表一般犹太人的观点,其实万物都是上帝所造(诗50:10-11)无所谓洁净不洁净。耶稣对法利赛人讲述:“岂不知凡入口的,是运到肚子里,又落在茅厕里吗?惟独出口的,是从心里发出来的,这才污秽人”(太15:17-18)。因此保罗说:“不可因食物毁坏上帝的工程,凡物固然洁净,但人因食物叫人跌倒,就是他的罪了”。
我们这里星期六去收礼拜的,她们经常说这个不管吃,那个不管吃,还说应该是星期六去收礼拜,我就不明白她们为什么这样认为,看到这段经文我才知道。



基督徒行事的原则(2)
不做叫兄弟忧愁的事,基督徒无论是对内对外,都不应该做使人忧愁的事,无论是因食物,或是在言语、态度、待人接物、神学观点、神经见解等方面,都要注意自己的言行,勿做兄弟的事。一切要按着爱人的道理行。我们凡事只能叫兄弟的益处,不能伤害别人,因为每一个蒙恩得救的人,就是上帝的一项“工程”叫一个弟兄因你的言行遭到伤害,就是毁坏上帝的工程。




基督徒行事的原则(3)
“ 不可教你的善被人毁谤”。这段经文说的是动机和效果问题。也许你认为是出于好意,想帮助某个弟兄或姊妹,但由于你的态度方法不对,或带有偏见,结果你没有得到弟兄,反而失去了他。所以在帮助人方面基督徒要对自己、对别人负责的态度,来处理人与人之间的关系,要记住保罗说的:“基督已经替他死”这句话,常常对照和勉励自己。在我们的周围很多姊妹劝其他弟兄、姊妹归向主,就会说信主吧,信主的人将来上天堂,不信主的人将来下地狱。有很多人不但没有信主,反而很恼恨说这话的姊妹。其实也是好意,可是说的方法不是太好,引起周围人的恼恨,他要想方设法找你的错,找你的毛病。




基督徒行事的原则(5)
" 不求自己的喜悦".教会中发生的许多令人不愉快的事,主要原因都是只求自己的喜悦,只求自己的益处。自私是人类的大敌,也是教会和基督的大敌,也是教会和基督的大敌,许多事都坏在人的自私上。保罗要罗马教会互相担当别人的软弱,不求自己的喜悦,一个没有私心杂念的人,就肯定担当别人的责任。有的人出了事把责任推到别人身上,有的人却自愿承担责任,这样的人是效法了主耶稣基督,因为基督也不求自己的喜悦。总之,一个不求自己喜悦的人,他就是一个无私的人,今天我们教会所要的,就是这样的人。

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

要怎么能够帮到你?

我一直在想到底我要怎么样才能够帮到你?
我真的不想看到我身边的一个朋友进了回教..
而且是被洗脑而进的...

亲爱的上帝啊,

请赦免我的罪,我在面前什么都不是,
主 你却派你的独生子来救赎了我.

我的 神 啊,
现在我遇到了一个难题,
就是我的好朋友竟然要进回教...

魔鬼洗脑她,诱惑她...无所不用其极!!!

神 啊, 请您 差派圣灵感动她硬的心,让她听的进去我说的圣经中的话语.
也让她听的懂我所放的诗歌.
也求主 捆绑魔鬼在她身上的所做所为啊.

将一切交托于主 的手中.
祷告乃是奉靠
主耶稣得胜的名求得,
啊们.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

不可以吃猪肉啊?

在旧约中有写到
" 利末记,11章,7 节写着不可以吃猪肉因为肮脏."

我的一个回教的朋友就用这一节来找我说原来我们Christian不可以吃猪肉的.

后来我跟她解释说,
在新约时候就有说我们只要祷告了,那么就什么都可以吃啦.

就是这样啦.

所以说,没有好好读经还真的会答不出啊.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

TRY TO FIND SOMEONE WHO'S REALLY LISTENING...





I'M NOT LOOKING FOR WHO I CAN TALK TO .. BUT WHO CAN LISTEN TO THE VOICE IN ME...

sometimes..
i think wedon"treallytalk too much to explainwhatifeel rightnow...
allihavetodomaybejustholdyourhandandleanmybodydowntoward
andsayshoney...
i"m tired.


MY GOD..MY LOVE,I'M TIRED.. THANKS FOR ALWAYS READY A PLACE FOR ME TO REST .
LOVE.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

为什么要计算?

人,
是很奇怪的动物.
计较,
很难不跟人计较,总是看到别人的不好,而自己的不好... 就谢谢啦,
没有.

不觉得自己不好,
这就是人.

在耶稣里,我们不应该还是象在魔鬼中继续的跟人计较那么多.

所以,
我现在遇到了困难,
有人故意找我麻烦,我还是笑着,
微风吹的好得意的去面对.

主,
希望我做的可以蒙你的喜悦. ^^

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

每当遇到困难时,就开始祷告.

老实说,
我已经很多个月没有去教会了,
就是每次好忙好忙,
忙到连去教会的时间都没有了,
所以,
我也很少祷告,
就算是吃饭时也不做谢饭祷告了....

我会祷告的时候,
就是我遇到新鲜题,麻烦题和难题时,
那时我就静下来对我的上帝说话.
沟通.


我知道这是很不对的,
我请求上帝赦免我.

我是远离出外的逆子啊.

但是今天既然让我看到我这个BLOG,
我无论如何也要写下我对今后的解决方案.

怎么忙,
我都不该忘了,忽略了祷告跟读经.

再次再次的提醒自己和所有生活在大城市工作读书的朋友们,
不要忘了自己是神 的儿女.

我们不是为了活着而活着,
而是为了神 我们才活着的.

要不停的修炼自己,
成为一个合乎神 旨意的基督徒啊.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

回顾..

看了以前写的文章,特别感触.
时间过的好快好快啊.

要把握啊.

两年前的你今天有做了什么?
两年后的你又有得到了什么?

你今天不去行动,
那么两年后的你,
又有什么?

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

梦想与现实

不是很久的以前,我们都有梦想,
现时的你我,又有谁的梦想还在?

很多时候我们该说的是什么呢,
是梦想太遥远还是我们没有尽心尽力去完成呢?

其实,梦永远不会太遥远,远的是我们的心.
我们的心觉的近,那么就不会累,
也不觉的梦太远了.

不懂你认同我的话吗,
梦与现实其实很近很近.

那么神 为什么要让我们的梦想不能心想事成呢?

我在此要跟你说个秘密.
--其实很久以前听说神 让我们人们的梦与现实好近好近,就那么一闪眼, 梦想的事就在眼前.
可是就开始有人抱怨了,

为什么呢?
因为,
当梦到的,心想马上就事成,那么我们人类很多时也会想些不三不四的东西,
比如说--鬼!!!
那么下鬼就从梦中跟着我们出到现实中了,
这样一来, 人类们就祈祷说--
啊, 那么神 啊, 我们不要心想事成了,

我们要靠着努力,去追求那么,梦呢, 神 你就看看,我们有努力的梦才给我们实现.

就这样今天的你我其实也好容易就可以实现梦想,只是我们必须让神 听到了在我们心里的梦,我们的祈祷还有我们的努力.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Good Friday and Easter sunday





Good Friday, also called Holy Friday, Black Friday, or Great Friday, is a holiday observed primarily by adherents to Christianity commemorating the crucifixion of Jesus and his death at Calvary. The holiday is observed during Holy Week as part of the Paschal Triduum on the Friday preceding Easter Sunday, and often coincides with the Jewish observance of Passover.

Based on the scriptural details of the Sanhedrin Trial of Jesus, the Crucifixion of Jesus was most probably on a Friday. The estimated year of Good Friday is AD 33, by two different groups, and originally as AD 34 by Isaac Newton via the differences between the Biblical and Julian calendars and the crescent of the moon


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Good Friday is the Friday before Easter, which is calculated differently in Eastern Christianity and Western Christianity (see Computus for details). Good Friday always has to be on a Friday. Easter falls on the first Sunday following the Paschal Full Moon, the full moon on or after 21 March, taken to be the date of the vernal equinox. The Western calculation uses the Gregorian calendar, while the Eastern calculation uses the Julian calendar, whose 21 March now corresponds to the Gregorian calendar's 3 April. The calculations for identifying the date of the full moon also differ. See Easter Dating Method (Astronomical Society of South Australia).

In Eastern Christianity, Easter can fall between March 22 and April 25 on Julian Calendar (thus between April 4 and May 8 in terms of the Gregorian calendar, during the period 1900 and 2099), so Good Friday can fall between March 20 and April 23, inclusive (or between April 2 and May 6 in terms of the Gregorian calendar). (See Easter.)

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Easter (Greek: Πάσχα, Ethiopic: Pascha) is the most important annual religious feast in the Christian liturgical year.According to Christian scripture, Jesus was resurrected from the dead three days after his crucifixion. Christians celebrate this resurrection on Easter Day or Easter Sunday[3] (also Resurrection Day or Resurrection Sunday), two days after Good Friday and three days after Maundy Thursday. The chronology of his death and resurrection is variously interpreted to be between A.D. 26 and 36. Easter also refers to the season of the church year called Eastertide or the Easter Season. Traditionally the Easter Season lasted for the forty days from Easter Day until Ascension Day but now officially lasts for the fifty days until Pentecost. The first week of the Easter Season is known as Easter Week or the Octave of Easter. Easter also marks the end of Lent, a season of fasting, prayer, and penance.

Easter is a moveable feast, meaning it is not fixed in relation to the civil calendar. Easter falls at some point between late March and late April each year (early April to early May in Eastern Christianity), following the cycle of the Moon. After several centuries of disagreement, all churches accepted the computation of the Alexandrian Church (now the Coptic Church) that Easter is the first Sunday after the Paschal Full Moon, which is the first moon whose 14th day (the ecclesiastic "full moon") is on or after March 21 (the ecclesiastic "vernal equinox").

Easter is linked to the Jewish Passover not only for much of its symbolism but also for its position in the calendar.

Cultural elements, such as the Easter Bunny and Easter egg hunts, have become part of the holiday's modern celebrations, and those aspects are often celebrated by many Christians and non-Christians alike.

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For me,
Good Friday is the date to remind me tha tmy JESUS,My GOD have died for me for my Sin and fo rmy salvation.
The Easter sunday is the date to celebrate and to spread the news of my JESUS, my GOD have return from the death and HE IS THE ONLY LIVING GOD!!!

i do fasting in the Good Friday, i take my breakfast without the solid food(i drink oats.) my lunch i take like usual, and i skip my dinner. (i take only water,chocolate a few pieces and supplement form Amway.)

In the Easter morning i went to church, but them're not started the worship yet , so very regretly , i didn't join the worship later,because i went to Amway meeting later.

next-year, i must join the worship. ^^

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Peace in Mind




maybe it's because of too much stress that been putting on me. you know, i have never rest in my day and night times, i'm keep working and working, finding money and money and money.
today, when i heard my boy friend tell me that my car need around 600 to settle the repair fee. then, i was so shock!!!and when i asked my other friend for the same repair, only need 400-450.
then i asked him i need to take back my car and get repair in others shop,what he tell me is force me pay for the already half way done repair.
come on, i even not yet agree to repair at that shop !!!!

Oh GOD!!!
why?

then now i cool it down an dthink, why.
i bought the car from my boy friend best friend shop, and it's only last month.
well, for accurately speaking,i only drive it for 2 weeks. (aftre that i went back to my home-town.)
and , it's broke down because of the water that cooling the engine is not fill uop.
so
it's just the small matter, for repair only not more than rm 200 .

my friend-- simpson he's an automotive engineer, he try to help me for free, an dmy bf stop me to getting help form him. then ,
he drive my car to his another friend workshop.
well,
it's only small matter in the begining, but he drive my car very fast and speed to racing,
and the timing belt in my car is broke , the car even cannot start!!!

I am really regret to trust my BOY FRIEND.



after i cool down , and i re-think again what happened to me,
it's cause by my sin.
I should be with him.
he take advantage on me.
i mean it. becasue he charge for the spare part that will be using in my car for repair.

i do not know how can it be like this?

Boy friend, isn't we should love each other?
treat each others like a family? but he really take advantage on me.

i called the car dealer(his friend), and his firend told me tha tmy car can only be trade to him in RM 4000.
my GOD!!!
i bought it almost Rm 8000!!!!

why i trust him?


we started the relationship one and a half year ago,
now i re-think,
i should stop this realtionship.
i cannot trust him.
this is the deal.



My GOD, please give a a Peace in my mind. so tha ti can make an end to it.

AMEN.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

The 1st permanent job fo me after grad.

Hi, this is kim.
the 1st times i go in to this office , at that times i was a student looking for internship place and i here come to interview.i feel comforatble with this office , because it's small and really less worker.there's a big boss, he's a lawyer too,and the consultant lawyer, one secreataries, one clerk , and i am the internship student as a legal assitant.


then the 1st day i worked here, i feel like ---oh my GOD!!!
there's a very heavy load of work have to be done here.
the consultant is here, she is a friendly but also strict lawyer .
she asked me whether i can stay after the internship, i tell her:ok.

the 2nd day i worked,
the consultant, the big boss all no around, including the clerk.
then there's only left me and another girl in the office.
this is quite relax day for me .
we have our breakfast and do arrange some file. i changed some index and pick up the phone call , indentify the issues and that's .


today is the 3rd day i worked.
i went in the office a bit late ,i guess is 5 minutes , but it's ok, because boss is not here .and we did not take the punch card or the laser thumbprint system.
it make me feel more comfortable.
honestly , i am not a lazy person,but i really hate to be punctual. it give me stress.
of course i know , if i want to be success i have to be puntual or else people will lose their faith on me .
but in the small small matter can we just be free to lata a bit?
5 to 15 minutes is still ok .
i do not think i will late for more than 15 minutes, because when the things go over the limited, it's so called ------no discipline .

that 's from my point of view.

the last but not the least ,
i have to give THANKS to my LORD, MY GOD,MY JESUS.
HE giving me continuing love and warm my day .
HE light up my day,give a direction so that i"ll not lose my way .

I am happy to have all i have now,
it's all from GOD.
in the future,i do not know what will be done for me, but one thing is for sure,
I am not afraid , because my GOD is with me.

GOD BLESS.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

奉主耶稣基督的名,回去!

奉主耶稣基督的名,回去!


记得我小时候,其实也不是很久以前,当时我大约有18-19岁吧,我和我妈妈回去我婆婆家玩。


在我的婆婆家的后面不远处有条小溪。很清很彻的小溪,我的堂兄弟姐妹们都很喜欢去那里游泳,玩乐。我也很喜欢,那的风景好,空气清新而且真的是城市里的不论那个高级酒店的泳池比不上的啊。那小溪是我婆婆家,还有户华人家和一整长屋人共同分享和拥有的(流过大家的土地)。

那一次让我最难忘记的不是风景什么的,而是发生了一件事。这件事也是让我母亲开始更进一步的打开心来认识主耶稣,接受主耶稣。



还记得当时我们都游完了,打算走回家时,长屋那边有人养了狗,记得有2-3只很凶恶的狗向我和我妈妈冲了过来了。我妈跑在我前头,真的是很怕啊,因为我们很久才回婆婆家一次对这些狗来说我们跟本就是外人,若是我的堂妹闷或许狗狗还认得出这是主人的朋友,但我和妈妈在狗狗眼里就是坏人了啊!!!

只剩下我和妈妈两个人了,我妈老了还使劲的跑啊,我不跑了!!我想,我妈保护不了我了,我若跑肯定回把狗带到她那去的!!

我停下了,狗快要追到我的身边了!!!

眼看这些恶狗就要咬我了!!我脑海中唯一快速闪过的想法就是靠主耶稣得救啊!!!!



我就充满信心的说“奉主耶稣基督的名,回去!”狗狗闷听到了,就夹着尾巴回去了。想想真的很惊险啊,好在有主耶稣,就这样,我妈对神 的能力和存在开始相信了,也进一步的打开心来认识主耶稣,愿意接受主耶稣,虽然还未正式信主,但我相信有一天我妈妈会信主的!!!。


THANK YOU JESUS!!!

I LOVE YOU MY GOD!!!AMEN!!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I'm in my Hometown

thanks GOD!!!

happy to be a happy girl,because i'm in my hometown now, it's not easy to go back home, it's really far, i just though i may have not enough money to buy ticket fly home,
but
ya, now i am in my house with my mum, my bro. ^^

it's because of GOD ,
JESUS help to to get enough $$.

THANK GOD. AMEN.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Graduated= unemploy.. GOD HELP me!!!

大学生太多了。。。

满街都是大学生,这句话在我小时候就听说过了,现在呢,我也是大学生了,而且快毕业了。。就更加感受到压力。

读书容易,找工难。要找高薪优待的工就更难了。

我还没想过未来的路会怎么样。。。

好累好累。

打算去读Master,至少可以请做教授啊。

。。。 。。。

好可怜。

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Yeah. I got my CAR!!!THANK GOD!!!!!!




























I never though that i can buy a car. and now, yeah, i have my car and i am 23 years old this year.

This year, is my Year.
My JESUS be my side.
Oh, What more can i say to my LORD?

Other than THANK YOU.

and i shall always PRAISE my LORD.

note:
In 2006--2009 feb.
I pursuing my first degree,
i run a hostel,
i do part-time job as teacher.
as promoter,
and not forget my Charity work.
(i also run a business for charity can log on to beutycharity online boutique at blogger too.)

i am thankful to my GOD to give my strength to do all this.
AMEN.


IN GOD I BELIEVE.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I want to take my Master in Malaysia

I am Kim. ^^
always Kim , the servant for my Lord.
This year 2009 i 'll done my bachelor's degree,and i decide to further my study .
Truly....Ya, i am going to study and study until i think it's enough for me.

From my research,---emm.... i think i will stay in Malaysia and further my Master in Law (LLB) in University of Malaya. or i will take MBA in University of Malaya also...

Why i think about to go UM?
because, since it's the NO-1 Local University in Malaysia, i should take it as my primary choice.

and beside, if i can go abroad, of course i'll like to go , but the question is , unfortunately of fortunately indeed... i am come from a pretty poor family .

My parents can't afford my study,
i still remember yesterday....i knee down and pray to GOD. I Cried every single night after the STPM ... i was so afraid i may not enter any of the Local University....
and it's very cruel but i know it's kind to be cruel... i was not in the Local Government university lists.

Always heard people says ---WHEN GOD CLOSE THIS DOOR,HE WILL OPEN ANOTHER DOOR FOR YOU-----

then.... it's happened, i decided to fly over the south china sea and come alone along to this Penisular Malaysia .
I pursuing my study in the mean times i working Part-time.

$$$ become the biggest problem for me , but it soon SOLVED. because my GOD have giving me chance and a door to earn enough $$$ to support my life here.
THANK YOU GOD!!!!

SO, i am so sure I CAN also take my master .
Just the matter is in MALAYSIA or Abroad.
^^


i always believe that i am nothing, but with GOD i am something.

^^

thanks GOD for giving me this strength .

LOVE and PEACE.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

FIGHT!!!!

today,i have a goodtimes
i think this year is my year. thank you my LORD.

I know i can do well in my exam, but oh MY GOD!!!
i really can't imagine,i can do it all!!! very fluently. Yes, it's fluently.

and when i on the way back home,i meet uncle and auntie form UK.
and we talked , suprisingly uncle Gyne gave me lucky money rm 50.
and i do keep it. because i don't use it,unless emergency lo.
Here i want to thank uncle Gyne.

emm... another thing, i used to have a fight with my housemate Kevin Siaw,and
tonight, it's very very suddently another fight !!! not me , but Kiwi fight with him.
well, i know, fight with other is ver bad and not make GOD happy, but i did it in august 08.
that time many people judge me, they say Christian Should not be like this.
They say i have low EQ..... .....

but... here my point is,
Christian Is Human Too, we have temper,and just like any other.
Christian does'nt mean no SIN peoples, but we all looking to be a better and better person eaveryday.
So do Buddish are all Human too, everyone will make a mistake.
sometimes i think peoples are really like to judge other.and
the discrimation for Christian is now extreamely heavy for me,and
honestly--- i do not like it.

Peoples, Christian are HUMAN too, we make mistake , we pray , we responsible to our act to the public, we pray for forgiveness and never forget---- we will get punishment too.
It's not mean that after we pray to GOD,and we'll be happily ever after.
GOD will punish who have did the mistake. no matter that person is Christian or not.

IF I AM PERFECT, WHY I SHOULD BE CHRISTIAN?
Me myself can be a godness if i'm perfect, but very sorry, I AM NOT PERFECT!!!
so .... sadly... i am just a human like evryone of you and i did lots mistake everyday, every second.... .....
the different is , i am Christian, and because of that i got SALVATION, and
because of that i have to and i must to get better and better , to be a better person for make my LORD happy.
If you love someone , you will make him happy ,
so do i,
I Love my JESUS, so
i will try to make him happy .
how ? my way is to obey bible(Lord's word.)
and i do learning it.

Keeping on.

thanks.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Final Mid-term exam...

Thanks God give me a chance to eneter university and i , i am here .
GOD ,
... My Father on heaven....
Please forgive my sin.
I am so lost all the times , and i am so blur, just can remember all the days n night i have been, but i still ... inside my brain i still have the pieces of memory about how my Lord give me strength to walk on until today.

Thank you Jesus.

Without you i don't know, what will i be?

.... ......


I never know what is my future, and i am very less worry about it because of YOU.
You help me to take most of my Burden...
My GOD. Thank you.

now, i am yet discover my future carrer, but i am sure i'll with YOU, and YOU will with me.

Thank you My GOD. JEHOVAH .
I LOve you my GOD.


Please forgive my sin and continue walk with me .

In Jesus Name i Prayed ,
Amen.