Peace in Mind

maybe it's because of too much stress that been putting on me. you know, i have never rest in my day and night times, i'm keep working and working, finding money and money and money.
today, when i heard my boy friend tell me that my car need around 600 to settle the repair fee. then, i was so shock!!!and when i asked my other friend for the same repair, only need 400-450.
then i asked him i need to take back my car and get repair in others shop,what he tell me is force me pay for the already half way done repair.
come on, i even not yet agree to repair at that shop !!!!

Oh GOD!!!
why?

then now i cool it down an dthink, why.
i bought the car from my boy friend best friend shop, and it's only last month.
well, for accurately speaking,i only drive it for 2 weeks. (aftre that i went back to my home-town.)
and , it's broke down because of the water that cooling the engine is not fill uop.
so
it's just the small matter, for repair only not more than rm 200 .

my friend-- simpson he's an automotive engineer, he try to help me for free, an dmy bf stop me to getting help form him. then ,
he drive my car to his another friend workshop.
well,
it's only small matter in the begining, but he drive my car very fast and speed to racing,
and the timing belt in my car is broke , the car even cannot start!!!

I am really regret to trust my BOY FRIEND.



after i cool down , and i re-think again what happened to me,
it's cause by my sin.
I should be with him.
he take advantage on me.
i mean it. becasue he charge for the spare part that will be using in my car for repair.

i do not know how can it be like this?

Boy friend, isn't we should love each other?
treat each others like a family? but he really take advantage on me.

i called the car dealer(his friend), and his firend told me tha tmy car can only be trade to him in RM 4000.
my GOD!!!
i bought it almost Rm 8000!!!!

why i trust him?


we started the relationship one and a half year ago,
now i re-think,
i should stop this realtionship.
i cannot trust him.
this is the deal.



My GOD, please give a a Peace in my mind. so tha ti can make an end to it.

AMEN.