Everyday, i woke up, and i keep asking why my life so damn bad, not like others?
why?
why me?
why i am poor, i am not pretty, i am short? why i have to hander this heavy pressure?
then , my life satrt to be so dim....
i'm in blue mood. I want to suicide. i can't hander anymore!!!
this is what i shout .-----------------------------until....lastnite,
When i went to my Freind house, He is so much harder than me....!
(poor, bad relationship with family, not educated...)
Waoh, it remind me , How Lucky I am .
i found out that , i am not that pity!
I have a quite Big House, I have a lovely Family, I have a Sister who always scolding me, but she Love Me!!!
I am University Student, I have a clean Background,
I am CHRISTIAN!!!
everyone have they own burden have to bear, so do i , so do them.
I am so Lucky. because i borned in Malaysia, a peaceful country, and i am Lucky, i am Chinese,
so i am not that Poor. (only 6% from the poor in Malaysia're Chinese.)
The Most Lucky thing is ================ I AM CHRISTIAN.
so when i am so hard, i feel like want to die, when i am no longer have strength to fight anymore,
JESUS rear me.
JESUS will hold me up.
Caring Me like a BABY.
I look back the year 2007,
i am so much poor and Pressure than now, and that times , the house problems, the money, Job, and family problems are so much burden than now.
Now , i teach Tution to get my Pocket money, i meet many new friends, i have a Lovely house(eventhough i have to pay more $.), My result is going up also.
I have new part-time job, to get my extra extra money to shoppin and having fun.
I am now Lifestyles of the kind---work hard, study hard, party hard.
I should be give thanks to GOD.
So, now ,
TODAY , i would like to present my Thanks To My LORD JESUS.
To Give Thanks to My GOD.
" Thank You JESUS, I always Love you. "
我是个基督徒,我时时在想我能为主耶稣基督做什么呢? 于是我就当起博客了,写下我基督徒的生涯与感想。 i am a christian, i always asking myself, what can i do for Jesus? then i started become blogger, write down my story as a Christian.
Monday, January 14, 2008
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