Worry

Today's 10/12/07.
i am quite worry about my house problems.
It biggest worry is not $, but it's bacause i signed the contract, so, now in my house i just feel like i'm being bully.
They did nothing... i am the one suffer.
i just don't know what more i need to do.
First of all, i am really disapointed about my close housemate, she used to say anything happen in the house, she will support me, so that's why i signed the contract.
but now, little little thing happen in the house, all is under my liabilities. In cluding the wall , the floor, fans,air-con......


I am a small small human being too, although maybe i am more strong than other people, but it's doesn't mean i should bear it all.

My Best fren ask me to shift, but i rejected.
i think i should finish my duty here.
It's heavy duty and no pay.

My ex told me, " you can help people, but don't get bully. "

I think, now i'm be bully, so i bound.
as i settle this problems, sorry , no more tears for you to ask me help you.


JESUS, please give me strenght to go thru. Please Forgive me.

amen.