My ex-housemate, she's broke off with her boyfriend.
How sad, isn"t it?
For that short period we live together i know she love him.
But..
how, when that kind of love is gone?...
Nowadays, teenager/ young@ old-- all talk about CINTA. LOVE.
so, what's that kind of love, when that's about benefit, hope for a return.
let's say i love you, so i helping you do housework everyday, i do cooking for you...
i do throw away my feeling guilty to make " sex" with you. then what i hope in return is , you love me.
you have to love me, because i love you.
Start the Love with a kind of mistery feeling, then continue with hope,
when it's out , totally out of what you're expect , then ... OK , no love.
That's turn to be HATE!!!
Ok, then what kind of love is this?
Love ... i used to in love for so many times, me myself also can't count it and give you a "numbers"..
emm, i guess...
emm.... ".....no answer".
i am a loser in love, why i say so?
because i can't love people with no others expect what he'll treat me back.
I used to think it's just like newton 3rd law.
a force to push will must have a force in the opposite direction to push back.
so i think, love , i love him, then waht i done for him, he at least have to give something same amount or value to me.
But when i feel disappointed, because he's not what i imagine... then ok, broke off.
I found TRUE LOVE, until i found out that yes, in the world, really got someone love me, and
even die for me without asking anything from me.
JESUS CHRIST.
LOVE YOU and ME.
Love , if put a value for it, it's no longer love. But in GOD, love is priceless.
JESUS love me, and his LOVE 's big, he never ask something back from me.
Think, HE give me all. But he never mad at me, if and (seem like ) i always blame GOD not give me the best.
GOD, Please Forgive my sin, i'm bow down to you.
GOD, i love you too.
From your Love , i learn to be like you,to think like you.
Start to love people witout asking something ,or hoping something in return.
In JESUS' name i prayed.
Amen.
我是个基督徒,我时时在想我能为主耶稣基督做什么呢? 于是我就当起博客了,写下我基督徒的生涯与感想。 i am a christian, i always asking myself, what can i do for Jesus? then i started become blogger, write down my story as a Christian.
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
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