Kind to be cruel ---i hate her.(i say it. )

Hello, i am kim.
emm, how to say,
i am really nearly break down last few days.

Because i have to face many problems,
then --
this morning when i woke up, i discover air con in my room broke...!! and when i go down my bed, i falled something and hit my friend, (who sleep under my bed. )

God know, how i feel like,
it's ok, i tell myself , it's small small thing,
dont let it spoil my day, then i start call my friend(he's work as air-con repairer.)
and he agree to come to fix it today.
Ok,
Ok, it's solve,
i wonder why everytimes only me ---- only me alone to face the problems,
eventhough WE , i mean me and all 3 of them share the same room.
ok, if say 2 of them are not often stay here, 'cause they are KL oringin, so they can back thier own home,
then, what about the 1 girl who is permanent tenant?!!!
She did nothing. and she still always complaint .
She never clean up the house, and yet she complaining....!!!
she's slut. Ok!

(i know it's not good to say people's bad , becuse i am not good also, but...
i must say something before i burts my anger . Then it might be too late... )


If let's say, i am cruel, then now i must be stya with my friend, she's offer me live in her house in s17, then sure , i will not handing this damn house problems every sem.

i am kind, so the next is ---i 'll kind to be cruel.


Why must me, Why must be ME alone to face all the small small problems in the house,
we all student and stay together, But then,
i am the one who go to pay the water, electric bill...
who go call security when my housemate she have crash with outsider, and the outsider come to revenge...
Me, me alone to deal the extra Extra problems she bought in.

I am -- I a the person who clean the house, who wash the dish everytimes,
who clean the 2 toilets. (eventhough i am not using the other one...)
i ma the one who fix the fans (call ppl come..), ----the paip, sinki, the lamp, (i fixed it by my own hand, myself.)

and now---
the air con. (by handing it to my best male friend.)


Ok, ok,
i wonder , what's next!!!????

O~, yups, i forget,
i am the one who pay the more rental in the house , because they dont want to respond together for the vacanies.(Rm 275 ) per month.
plus my own rental, it's around 4 hundred.
Ok ok.
I am kind , i am nice person, but Please, i have my limits.

Sometimes i feel like i'll burts my anger, then i find someway to hide, and i
and because i'm really hope to be peace, so i dont want to count too much with my housemates.
But now....

seem like i have to tell them, i am enough.


Or one day , they'll no longer see me in the house, @ they have to find another place to live .
(without me, they can't rent the Club condo house in such low price, and may never get someone willing to rent the house to student.... )


Let's see.