I am tired ...

Jesus,
I am tired. tired of working so hard, study so hard.

Tired of the discrimination in class.
My Lecturer Miss Zira really so discrimination . racist.
she say: sabah /sarawak iban dont know english bla bla...... ...."
then i raise up my hand say, no, sarawak ppl know english.
then she say : ape u pergi jau jauh ni, saya cakap kalao sarawak tak faham english. "

I know, she 's so hate sarawak ppl for so long times, when Angela say she wanna go out because her bf car broke , she need to fetch him, thn Zira say: kalao macam tu Kim ikut kao pergi lah"
then ofcoz i went off the class.

I really hate this politic in class.

I came here for study , not to make my lecturer happy.

But , yes ,
i know i cant make her happy, i am not rich to rasuah her.
and i am not malay.

It's may be my doubt, but i really do get a good mid term exam marks very times, and when it in final,
it's just a 180 degree turn.
over !!
it's so obviously they're playing theire kuasa.

In only a small things like this already play kuasa, test their power, then in a big things , big deal, a real politic??/ i cat imagine more.


Jesus, i am tired.

Save me.