We performed

Me in the Pre-grad Dinner.

Me will soon grad nest year. so ... this could be the last dinner BLC for me.

^^

I am tired ...

Jesus,
I am tired. tired of working so hard, study so hard.

Tired of the discrimination in class.
My Lecturer Miss Zira really so discrimination . racist.
she say: sabah /sarawak iban dont know english bla bla...... ...."
then i raise up my hand say, no, sarawak ppl know english.
then she say : ape u pergi jau jauh ni, saya cakap kalao sarawak tak faham english. "

I know, she 's so hate sarawak ppl for so long times, when Angela say she wanna go out because her bf car broke , she need to fetch him, thn Zira say: kalao macam tu Kim ikut kao pergi lah"
then ofcoz i went off the class.

I really hate this politic in class.

I came here for study , not to make my lecturer happy.

But , yes ,
i know i cant make her happy, i am not rich to rasuah her.
and i am not malay.

It's may be my doubt, but i really do get a good mid term exam marks very times, and when it in final,
it's just a 180 degree turn.
over !!
it's so obviously they're playing theire kuasa.

In only a small things like this already play kuasa, test their power, then in a big things , big deal, a real politic??/ i cat imagine more.


Jesus, i am tired.

Save me.

Me , you, crying for Salvation.

Lord, my JESUS, my GOD.


Life is short, but we're not only have to have fun,i asked one of my friend---he's a Christian Before, because he dont believe others people can help to clear up his sin, so he converted to Buddish, which can do more good things to cover the bad .
then one day i asked him ,
whta is your meaning to live ?
he can't answer me.


And another friend- she's born in Muslims family,
then one day- she told me that Nabi Isa is Jesus.
I told her why i become Christian, it's because i found out only Bible is true religion book, there can found the evidence in history.
and then i asked her , when Islam started?
she say , 621 Ad.
that;s mean Jesus already 621 years old,
then i asked her, when is Nabi Isa, she say " after about 300 years of Muslim start..
Then i tell her, that's ,
In that times Jesus already 900+ years old, how can he is Nabi Isa???

so she's wordless.

I write blog here is not to critic, but just to menton,
everything have it's root,
everything happen and must leave a evidence .
you walk on the sand , it must leave a footprint.

so,
By the evidence , i know
MY LORD , My JESUS is true.
I LOVE to Be Christian, which i know this is not only a religion, but a way to save me.
A salvation.



p/s I am not to make the national racial, religion tension.
not to critic any others religion.

You can leave you comment here.
anything you think i get wrong just comment me, let us find it out.



Thanks.

Why we always disobey?

hello, i am kim.and i am happy.

I am happy, actaully in this few days i should be very stress , but i am not.

I am happy.

My roommate tell me that i smile when i am sleping. i dont know what i dreaming that times.
But i am happy for sure.

Me n my bf in on off relationship, i should be so sad about this, but, i am not.
i feel good.
He may have cheat on me, i saw his very close picture with a preety teen.
and he claims his not cheating on me.
I just let it be. I try to broke off, but it's hurt. Really hurt me, and i felt i gonna die for this pain.
Then he want me back to him, without a word, we're together again.
And i feel that i just want to be happy, i forgive what he done to me, and i release my pain.
NOw, i don't want to think much , as long as i feel it's alright, then we;re walk on.
of cause if i feel not that on, then i 'll definitely says goodbye to him .

My study--i just received warning letter from my Parnership Law Lecturer, i wonder why he gave me letter, in case i am not absent as many times as others people did.
But i am the only Pure chines in the class, i understand. I felt furious at the first, and now i feel better, come on, just a letter, it's not gonna to kill me.
I will attend his class later.
As i remebered, i absent his class not more that 5 times. it perhaps only two times in a row, so he so mean to warning me.
and i am really make him pay attention on me in the class.
I am outstanding , so he very easy to notice me not in his class.
So i should glad, and feel happy about it.


Well.. i am happy.

My midterm result is not clear yet, i dont even want to know about my marks, of cause i will help others to request for the marks, i know they want to know.


It's already almost everytimes i got good result in Mid semester, and in final result, i am so poor, so i dont want to know about my Mid.
I just want to try my best and wait for the final.

Emm.. i am planing to give extra assignment to all subjects, then i can like usual be more comfirm of not being dump.

^^


Thanks Jesus for given me a chance to be Christian, That's why i am Happy all the times.

^^

Amen.