我是个基督徒,我时时在想我能为主耶稣基督做什么呢? 于是我就当起博客了,写下我基督徒的生涯与感想。 i am a christian, i always asking myself, what can i do for Jesus? then i started become blogger, write down my story as a Christian.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

can I be Cruel..?!

last-nite something happen to me.
my housemates been attacked by my cat, then thay want me to lock up the cat all of the cat's lifetime until that cat die....
i am very sad and angry about that.
soon i will move already to new house, and they (i men my current housemate)will follow me to move.
From the bottom of my heart, i don't wish to move with them. but the house is quite expensive. so i have to move with them or i have to find someone to replace them .
I don't know how to do , how to solve this problem.
AND ONE MRE THING----now that house still have one room vacancy, and looking for people to share, i ask my housemates to find people,(because i find the house and the electronic ,furniture and kitchen stuff).
so,i think there must be someone to share the effort bulild up this.
But then ... they're not move , they do nothing... . i hear no news. i am quite disaapointed with them. in the end , i guess i rather move alone.
they sleep beside street la. (i still give them a treat to the new house is because they asked to stay with me in the early of the year. )
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
sigh.. ... ... .... .... .... .... ....

I want evryone happy , but i don't want to make myself feel so bad, and $$$ also a factor to think...
i ... have no idea...
and my cats, i have one big cat and 4 kitten. i don't know where to put that cats.

They say i am selfish , but have they ever think about me???

I ... ... ...

I been educated not to asy no to other, but this make me like a fool.
Can i be cruel to other in case to protect myself?

I have a plan, if in the early of july, they still find no-one or they're not intend to do something,
then i will move with my others friend.
Which very nice to me , and she rear cats. (her cat's my cats friend too . )

I am selfish and cruel.. so what.
that might be the last words i say to them .

haha.

don't blame me.

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