Peace in Mind

maybe it's because of too much stress that been putting on me. you know, i have never rest in my day and night times, i'm keep working and working, finding money and money and money.
today, when i heard my boy friend tell me that my car need around 600 to settle the repair fee. then, i was so shock!!!and when i asked my other friend for the same repair, only need 400-450.
then i asked him i need to take back my car and get repair in others shop,what he tell me is force me pay for the already half way done repair.
come on, i even not yet agree to repair at that shop !!!!

Oh GOD!!!
why?

then now i cool it down an dthink, why.
i bought the car from my boy friend best friend shop, and it's only last month.
well, for accurately speaking,i only drive it for 2 weeks. (aftre that i went back to my home-town.)
and , it's broke down because of the water that cooling the engine is not fill uop.
so
it's just the small matter, for repair only not more than rm 200 .

my friend-- simpson he's an automotive engineer, he try to help me for free, an dmy bf stop me to getting help form him. then ,
he drive my car to his another friend workshop.
well,
it's only small matter in the begining, but he drive my car very fast and speed to racing,
and the timing belt in my car is broke , the car even cannot start!!!

I am really regret to trust my BOY FRIEND.



after i cool down , and i re-think again what happened to me,
it's cause by my sin.
I should be with him.
he take advantage on me.
i mean it. becasue he charge for the spare part that will be using in my car for repair.

i do not know how can it be like this?

Boy friend, isn't we should love each other?
treat each others like a family? but he really take advantage on me.

i called the car dealer(his friend), and his firend told me tha tmy car can only be trade to him in RM 4000.
my GOD!!!
i bought it almost Rm 8000!!!!

why i trust him?


we started the relationship one and a half year ago,
now i re-think,
i should stop this realtionship.
i cannot trust him.
this is the deal.



My GOD, please give a a Peace in my mind. so tha ti can make an end to it.

AMEN.

The 1st permanent job fo me after grad.

Hi, this is kim.
the 1st times i go in to this office , at that times i was a student looking for internship place and i here come to interview.i feel comforatble with this office , because it's small and really less worker.there's a big boss, he's a lawyer too,and the consultant lawyer, one secreataries, one clerk , and i am the internship student as a legal assitant.


then the 1st day i worked here, i feel like ---oh my GOD!!!
there's a very heavy load of work have to be done here.
the consultant is here, she is a friendly but also strict lawyer .
she asked me whether i can stay after the internship, i tell her:ok.

the 2nd day i worked,
the consultant, the big boss all no around, including the clerk.
then there's only left me and another girl in the office.
this is quite relax day for me .
we have our breakfast and do arrange some file. i changed some index and pick up the phone call , indentify the issues and that's .


today is the 3rd day i worked.
i went in the office a bit late ,i guess is 5 minutes , but it's ok, because boss is not here .and we did not take the punch card or the laser thumbprint system.
it make me feel more comfortable.
honestly , i am not a lazy person,but i really hate to be punctual. it give me stress.
of course i know , if i want to be success i have to be puntual or else people will lose their faith on me .
but in the small small matter can we just be free to lata a bit?
5 to 15 minutes is still ok .
i do not think i will late for more than 15 minutes, because when the things go over the limited, it's so called ------no discipline .

that 's from my point of view.

the last but not the least ,
i have to give THANKS to my LORD, MY GOD,MY JESUS.
HE giving me continuing love and warm my day .
HE light up my day,give a direction so that i"ll not lose my way .

I am happy to have all i have now,
it's all from GOD.
in the future,i do not know what will be done for me, but one thing is for sure,
I am not afraid , because my GOD is with me.

GOD BLESS.

奉主耶稣基督的名，回去！

奉主耶稣基督的名，回去！


记得我小时候，其实也不是很久以前，当时我大约有18-19岁吧，我和我妈妈回去我婆婆家玩。


在我的婆婆家的后面不远处有条小溪。很清很彻的小溪，我的堂兄弟姐妹们都很喜欢去那里游泳，玩乐。我也很喜欢，那的风景好，空气清新而且真的是城市里的不论那个高级酒店的泳池比不上的啊。那小溪是我婆婆家，还有户华人家和一整长屋人共同分享和拥有的（流过大家的土地）。

那一次让我最难忘记的不是风景什么的，而是发生了一件事。这件事也是让我母亲开始更进一步的打开心来认识主耶稣，接受主耶稣。



还记得当时我们都游完了，打算走回家时，长屋那边有人养了狗，记得有2-3只很凶恶的狗向我和我妈妈冲了过来了。我妈跑在我前头，真的是很怕啊，因为我们很久才回婆婆家一次对这些狗来说我们跟本就是外人，若是我的堂妹闷或许狗狗还认得出这是主人的朋友，但我和妈妈在狗狗眼里就是坏人了啊！！！

只剩下我和妈妈两个人了，我妈老了还使劲的跑啊，我不跑了！！我想，我妈保护不了我了，我若跑肯定回把狗带到她那去的！！

我停下了，狗快要追到我的身边了！！！

眼看这些恶狗就要咬我了！！我脑海中唯一快速闪过的想法就是靠主耶稣得救啊！！！！



我就充满信心的说“奉主耶稣基督的名，回去！”狗狗闷听到了，就夹着尾巴回去了。想想真的很惊险啊，好在有主耶稣，就这样，我妈对神 的能力和存在开始相信了，也进一步的打开心来认识主耶稣，愿意接受主耶稣，虽然还未正式信主，但我相信有一天我妈妈会信主的！！！。


THANK YOU JESUS!!!

I LOVE YOU MY GOD!!!AMEN!!!

I'm in my Hometown

thanks GOD!!!

happy to be a happy girl,because i'm in my hometown now, it's not easy to go back home, it's really far, i just though i may have not enough money to buy ticket fly home,
but
ya, now i am in my house with my mum, my bro. ^^

it's because of GOD ,
JESUS help to to get enough $$.

THANK GOD. AMEN.

Graduated= unemploy.. GOD HELP me!!!

大学生太多了。。。

满街都是大学生，这句话在我小时候就听说过了，现在呢，我也是大学生了，而且快毕业了。。就更加感受到压力。

读书容易，找工难。要找高薪优待的工就更难了。

我还没想过未来的路会怎么样。。。

好累好累。

打算去读Master，至少可以请做教授啊。

。。。 。。。

好可怜。

Yeah. I got my CAR!!!THANK GOD!!!!!!

I never though that i can buy a car. and now, yeah, i have my car and i am 23 years old this year.

This year, is my Year.
My JESUS be my side.
Oh, What more can i say to my LORD?

Other than THANK YOU.

and i shall always PRAISE my LORD.

note:
In 2006--2009 feb.
I pursuing my first degree,
i run a hostel,
i do part-time job as teacher.
as promoter,
and not forget my Charity work.
(i also run a business for charity can log on to beutycharity online boutique at blogger too.)

i am thankful to my GOD to give my strength to do all this.
AMEN.


IN GOD I BELIEVE.

I want to take my Master in Malaysia

I am Kim. ^^
always Kim , the servant for my Lord.
This year 2009 i 'll done my bachelor's degree,and i decide to further my study .
Truly....Ya, i am going to study and study until i think it's enough for me.

From my research,---emm.... i think i will stay in Malaysia and further my Master in Law (LLB) in University of Malaya. or i will take MBA in University of Malaya also...

Why i think about to go UM?
because, since it's the NO-1 Local University in Malaysia, i should take it as my primary choice.

and beside, if i can go abroad, of course i'll like to go , but the question is , unfortunately of fortunately indeed... i am come from a pretty poor family .

My parents can't afford my study,
i still remember yesterday....i knee down and pray to GOD. I Cried every single night after the STPM ... i was so afraid i may not enter any of the Local University....
and it's very cruel but i know it's kind to be cruel... i was not in the Local Government university lists.

Always heard people says ---WHEN GOD CLOSE THIS DOOR,HE WILL OPEN ANOTHER DOOR FOR YOU-----

then.... it's happened, i decided to fly over the south china sea and come alone along to this Penisular Malaysia .
I pursuing my study in the mean times i working Part-time.

$$$ become the biggest problem for me , but it soon SOLVED. because my GOD have giving me chance and a door to earn enough $$$ to support my life here.
THANK YOU GOD!!!!

SO, i am so sure I CAN also take my master .
Just the matter is in MALAYSIA or Abroad.
^^


i always believe that i am nothing, but with GOD i am something.

^^

thanks GOD for giving me this strength .

LOVE and PEACE.